Flying Scotsman, The
January 18, 2010
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IMDB rating: 7.00 Plot: The Flying Scotsman is a feature film based on the remarkable true story of Scottish cyclist Graeme Obree. In 1993, and as an unemployed amateur, Obree broke the world one-hour record on a bike of his own revolutionary design, which he constructed out of scrap metal and parts of a washing machine. |
Actors: Miller Jonny Lee,Brown Sean,Carney Joseph,McInally-Keir Crawford,Plazalski Jan,Macgregor Niall,Calder Morag,Boyd Billy,Anderson Christopher,Cox Brian,Donachie Ron,Drama,
WILL HORNBY TRAINS RUN ON BACHMANN TRACK?
BECUSE I HAVE BACHMANN SET NOW AND I WANTED TO BUY THE HORNBY FLYING SCOTSMAN THANKS
I doubt it. The tracks are probably different
???????? Lillie TTC # 1 ???????? | Apr 19, 2009
Haunting in Connecticut, A
January 16, 2010
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IMDB rating: 7.70 Plot: A haunting documentary of a normal family living in Connecticut, who, after moving into their new house, are terrorized by an evil ghost that dwells in the home. |
Actors: Fleisher Brett,Pearson Rod,Reid Tyler,Lively Lee,McKeny Jim,Denton Sr. Ralph,Zaffis John,West John,Fryrear Noah,Hite Rick,Smith Raymond,Documentary,Horror,
Which movie should I watch tonight?
Up (havent seen it yet)
Disturbia (seen it)
The Haunting in Connecticut (havent seen it)
Peneloe (seen it)
or My sister’s keeper (seen it)
Up, it seriously is one of the best movies of 2009.
The first 10 minutes alone are done so well that it’ll become an instant favourite of yours.
ROBERT H | Jan 14, 2010
either "up" or "the haunting in connecticut". Up is funny, especially dug the dog.
Daniel D | Jan 14, 2010
Stepfather, The
January 16, 2010
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IMDB rating: 5.10 Plot: Michael returns home from military school to find his mother happily in love and living with her new boyfriend. As the two men get to know each other, he becomes more and more suspicious of the man who is always there with a helpful hand. |
Actors: Walsh Dylan,Badgley Penn,Tenney Jon,Harris Marcuis,Lemasters Braeden,Deckert Blue,Wiles Jason,Horror,Thriller,
where's the rest of metalocalypse season 3?
they only showed about 5 or 6 episodes on season 3 and i havent heard any news on the new episodes.. 
the last one i remember seeing was probably the skisgarr and his stepfather issues stuff or the christmas ep.i checked online and never saw anything about the show being cancelled or new ep.s soon
Because of the Metalocalypse tour Brendon Small did earlier in the year, production of the series was put on hold. So the 5 episodes that they’ve aired are literally all they had time to finish (in fact the rumor is that they were actually still working on some of them right up until the week they aired).
Metalocalypse is now on hiatus (according to the adult swim schedule, it will be off the air through at least February), and they will show the other half of season three later this year.
raina_vissora | Jan 12, 2010
Does it matter? The show has lost its touch. Season 1 was awesome, season 2 just left me flat. And was despite having Malcolm McDowell in it, who I’m usually glad to see in anything. The funniest parts of season 2 were continued stories from season 1.
Steve | Jan 12, 2010
Regarding Henry
January 16, 2010
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IMDB rating: 6.50 Plot: Henry Turner is a despicable and ruthless trial lawyer whose life is turned upside down when he is shot in the head during a robbery. He survives the injury with significant brain damage and must re-learn how to speak, walk, and function normally. He has also lost most of the memory of his personal life, and must adjust to life with the family that he does not remember. To the surprise of his wife and daughter, Henry becomes a loving and affectionate man. |
Actors: Ford Harrison,Haley Michael,Swerdlow Stanley,Altman Bruce,Moffat Donald,MacKay John,Appel Peter,Nayyar Harsh,Drama,
Does Anyone know if there is a PS3 Demo of Assasin's Creed or Assasin's Creed 2?
i just love assasins creed and ive seen gameplay videos of it on you tube but never actually played it!! i just wanted to know if there is a demo of it so i can download it on my computer and put it on my PS3!
Regards,
Henry
The developers announced there will be no demo for Assassin’s Creed 2.
And as far as I know no Assassin’s Creed 1 demo on the PSN either.
ZebraRemainz | Nov 13, 2009
Unfortunately not. You’ll just have to wait to buy the game.
Jiyuu16 | Nov 13, 2009
Cedar Boys
January 15, 2010
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IMDB rating: 7.20 Plot: A journey into the lives of Middle-Eastern Australians in Sydney’s outer-west. |
Actors: Thai Vico,Amalm Daniel,Assadi Yasser,Bazzi Fayssal,Chantery Les,Dannoun Buddy,Facey Clint,Foster Bren,Hany Taffy,Henderson Martin,Hoyt Jayb,Idik Eddie,Malik Hani,McMahon Hunter,Crime,Drama,
Was he my friend? Or were we aquaintances?
So there was this guy who i liked and had died over a few days ago. Im really sad. He used to skateboard alot.
I would talk to him. Once when as the skateboard came towards me at youth group, i asked what his name was and he told me his. He said his name was "H.D." So a week later i told him mine. He replied "alright" . I would talk to him and he would talk back. However, he seemed kinda quiet around me. He was such a kind sweet soul.
I am a girl and he is a boy. We are the same age.
I had a crush on him but idk he ever had one on me. Cause one time i got alone with him, and he was smiling and looking down and laughing , blushing a little when i told him that i was going to cedar point. He said "sweet". I asked him what his fave ride was at Cedar Point and he said "uhhhhh the Son of beast".
Well sine he died i just wondered if i was his friend. I mean i wasnt close with him, but i hoped he knew who i was and remembered me.
And that i will see him when i die and get to heaven.
Ask yourself what friendship means to you and all the qualities someone has to possess before you count them has your friend. And you’ll get your answer. Has for what H.D thought, no one except him knows that.
| Jan 09, 2010
Michael Clayton
January 14, 2010
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IMDB rating: 7.80 Plot: Michael Clayton is an in-house “fixer” at one of the largest corporate law firms in New York. A former criminal prosecutor, Clayton takes care of Kenner, Bach & Ledeen’s dirtiest work at the behest of the firm’s co-founder Marty Bach. Though burned out and hardly content with his job as a fixer, his divorce, a failed business venture and mounting debt have left Clayton inextricably tied to the firm. At U/North, meanwhile, the career of litigator Karen Crowder rests on the multi-million dollar settlement of a class action suit that Clayton’s firm is leading to a seemingly successful conclusion. But when Kenner Bach’s brilliant and guilt-ridden attorney Arthur Edens sabotages the U/North case, Clayton faces the biggest challenge of his career and his life. |
Actors: Wilkinson Tom,O’Keefe Michael,Pollack Sydney,Clooney George,Chan Wai,Vazquez Alberto,Brian Koppelman,McCarthy Thomas,O’Hare Denis,Williams Austin,Wood Frank,Drama,Thriller,
Do you like these names?
Aaden Lawrence
Abagail Grace
Alana Faith
Ava Renee
Benjamin Landon
Brooklyn Bailey
Bryan Kevin
Casey Andrew
Cayden Khristopher
Christian John
Claire Rachel
Darren Donovan
David Mitchell
Dean Alexander
Emma Katelyn
Enrique Jonathon
Gavin Thomas
Gillian Veronica
Ireland Kelsey
Isabella Marie
Jackson Keith
James Simon
Jason Samuel
Jenna Sky
Joshua Michael
Kristopher Calvin
Lance Freddie
Levi Scott
Mark Taylor
Maxwell Zachary
Parker Joseph
Patrick Randall
Riley Lynn
Robert Stephen
Ryan Paul
Savannah Hope
Seth Edward
Shay William
Vincent Clayton
Zoey Nicole
no
Assassins | Jan 04, 2010
I like them all but my favorit is Mark Taylor
sounds SEXY 
hot_chocolate_gal | Jan 04, 2010
no a good name would be
bob the distroyer
bringer of doom
doom slayer
doom bringer
pasta
illuzion | Jan 04, 2010
As long as you like them.
LilSmittyMan | Jan 04, 2010
They all seem very sophisticated.
=D
Saranda | Jan 04, 2010
Only a few I don’t like
Smiles Often
| Jan 04, 2010
are they all homosexual_?
pessimist III | Jan 04, 2010
I like most of those.
Emily | Jan 04, 2010
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
love
hate
hate
hate
hate
hate
ok
hate
hate
kitty911 | Jan 04, 2010
my favorite is seth but i dont like edward as the middle name.
Daniela | Jan 04, 2010
aaden lawrence
ava renee
cayden kristopher
jenna sky
levi scott
riley lynn
vincent clayon
=)
MS. | Jan 04, 2010
umm… thats a lot. idk
i like these names
Gerard Axl Jade
Jasper Sebastian
and
Skylar Rayne
Hails | Jan 04, 2010
i like them my favorites are
Savannah Hope & Benjamin Landon
jamaican shawty. | Jan 04, 2010
Some are traditional and some are trendy…..If you are having a child, then it is your choice of name for your child…..keep it simple for the child and people who have to interact with them.
Sammyleggs222 | Jan 04, 2010
Isabella Marie
Zoey Nicole
Dean Alexander
Emma Katelyn
i love all these names there awesome and isabel marie is awesome my middle name
jessica b 
| Jan 04, 2010
This is the most American selection of names I’ve ever seen! But that’s not necessarily a bad thing, especially if you are American. ‘David Mitchell’ is a very uptight British comedian – I assume this was unintentional? Personally I can’t stand the spelling of ‘Zoey’ with a ‘y’, but at least there aren’t two ‘o’s. On a less negative note (sorry!), ‘Parker Joseph’ and ‘Isabella Marie’ are lovely.
WildStrawberry | Jan 04, 2010
Some are okay, I especially like Abigail Grace, Ava, James Simon, Emma Katelyn, Alana Faith, Issabella Marie and Hope, but most are pretty weird (no offense) like:
Ireland Kelsey
Shay William
Gillian Veronica
Levi Scott
and the middle names Sky and Landon. Sky is pretty though.
I think any of the following would be nice:
Aaden Lawrence
Abagail Grace
Alana Faith
Ava Renee
Brooklyn Bailey
Bryan Kevin
Casey Andrew
Cayden Khristopher
Christian John
Claire Rachel
Darren Donovan
Isabella Marie
Jackson Keith
James Simon
Jason Samuel
Jenna Sky
Joshua Michael
Kristopher Calvin
Lance Freddie
David Mitchell
Dean Alexander
Emma Katelyn
Enrique Jonathon
Gavin Thomas
Mark Taylor
Maxwell Zachary
Parker Joseph
Patrick Randall
Riley Lynn
Robert Stephen
Ryan Paul
Savannah Hope
Seth Edward
Vincent Clayton
Zoey Nicole
I hope I was helpful
I
Skull Heads
January 14, 2010
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IMDB rating: 1.80 Plot: Skull Heads opens with 18-year-old Naomi being tied to a medieval rack by her father for committing the grievous sin of bringing a cellular phone into her family’s home. And you thought your parents were strict. |
Actors: Jameson Rane,Horror
Do I have a brain tumor? Pressure in head and liquid feeling, lots of symptoms?
"I’m an eighteen year old natural bodybuilder, young and in shape, with a good medical history, no allergies, medication ect.
I will preface this by saying that for almost a year I have been seeing a white bead of light moving generally from down to up over four seconds in my peripheral vision. I went to several specialists on this and nothing is wrong with my eyes that was notable to them, they seemed very unconcerned. Around four years ago I had very severe migraines and ultimately went on the god awful midren for a short time before deciding that it was worse than enduring them. I also have a slight bump in my skull which I have been told is fairly normal, though on occasion I get a slight headache emanating from it, though nothing drastic at all.
Despite getting anxious maybe once or twice over this it’s been fairly minor and not a big deal… However the other night I was driving my friend home, and mid sentence suddenly I felt the weirdest feeling, a liquidy flowing feeling connected both my ears to this spot on my head( I cannot remember if it felt like it was flowing down or up as I was taken by surprise). I then got what I could best say felt like a head rush though that may have been because of adrenaline from the surprise, and what I can best describe as pressure on the top of my head(not on the bump, but a little further to the left dead in the middle at the very top of my skull.).
I felt it very intensely until I finally fell asleep and have felt it all of today, albeit to a seemingly lesser degree. The liquid feeling has not recurred. I am trying to be calm( I feel a little thirsty despite being drinking frequently, though perhaps it’s just from worrying a bit).
I am mainly concerned if this sounds like something that could be doing permanent damage, needs to be checked out ect. I know the brain can’t feel things itself as it has no nerves, so I don’t know what the liquid feeling was. I am very familiar with how anxiety affects things, but this has been a post without any anxiety inspire comments. It’s probably important to note the pressure does not hurt at all, it’s just an awkward pressure, and at the worst is distracting and makes falling asleep difficult.
Please let me know any opinions on the matter and thank you VERY much."
The previous is a copy and paste of something I posted a few days ago on a less active and unhelpful forum. Since writing that, I still have not felt the liquid feeling again. As always the light in my right eye has appeared, and the pressure(which started a week ago) has persisted, though it is less function impairing and I have slept, albeit not ideal. The pressure is not as overpowering as in the first two days, though it certainly is still there and some moments worse than others. My ears for a lack of a better word, feel congested a bit, which they only have since the pressure started. My body feels weaker, especially my legs though it could be from recovering from my workouts, just not doing so very well due to the lack of sleep the pressure has caused.
Recently, I have been even more concerned about the possibility of a brain tumor, I found a thread on here with many people with the same symptoms that didn’t have a tumor even after investigation with CT scans and MRI’s which eased me a bit. But the fact I have fatigue, weak legs, a pressure in my head, vision issues, ringing in ears(have for years though)and used to have headaches is worrisome. My main question here is:
Based on my age(18), the fact I had the severe headaches 5 or so years ago and no longer do, have had the light in my right eye for a year, have had my eyes examined and nothing mentioned that would have been a red flag for tumor, a bump on my head with nearby pressure, no nasuea at all, only having thrown up three times in the past five years, the fact I DO have twitches, VERY minor convulsions in the neck ect. and have for awhile, have had depression but not for the past three years or so, and don’t have mood swings or irrational behaviour, just how likely is it I have a brain tumor?
No search has really provided anything concrete, as nothing tellms me how severe or persistent these symptoms are, I have a lot of symptoms but nothing really particularlly intense, is the pressure supposed to be mind blowing? Would I be nearly deaf as opposed to slight ringing? having persistent headaches and vomiting as opposed to not at all? Be unable to walk rather than have some fatigue and slight balance issues? Seizuring like my minor twitches or full blown loss of consciousness? Incredible depression accompanied by lack of logic as opposed to year old depression and currently sound decision making?
I really don’t know, I am having some bizzare symptoms that match a tumor but I can’t tell if they match up, please help!
Scary Movie 2
January 14, 2010
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IMDB rating: 4.30 Plot: Megan Voorhees (Natasha Lyonne), is possessed and two priests, Father McFeely (James Woods) and Father Harris (Andy Richter), must drive the demon out, but the exorcism doesn’t go as planned. A year later, survivors Cindy Campbell (Anna Faris), Ray Wilkins (Shawn Wayans), and Shorty (Marlon Wayans) and Brenda Meeks (Regina Hall), are at college, trying to forget the incidents that occurred last Halloween. Cindy is falling for Buddy (Christopher Kennedy Masterson), who loves to give wedgies, and Ray is still confused about his sexuality. Professor Oldman (Tim Curry) and his paralyzed assistant, Dwight (David Cross), have decided to do a research study at Hell House, the house where the bad exorcism took place, and disguise it as a sleep disorder study. Chaos starts as soon as Cindy arrives and meets the creepy caretaker (Chris Elliot) with the funny hand. But the house has some deep dark secrets that the group has to solve, even if they are scary or disgusting. |
Actors: Woods James,Wayans Marlon,Cross David,Wayans Shawn,DeBello James,Masterson Christopher,Curry Tim,Elliott Chris,Richter Andy,Comedy,Horror,
VOTE: For 1 of these 2 made up movies!?
1st movie: Teenagers get stuck on island and need to survive on island there are scary things and it is secretly getting taped for a new tv game show.
2nd: A guy cheats in a poker game with a mafia leader in it and he or the mafia leader could not win. The mafia leader threatens to kill him and the guy needs to get the 2 million dollars that the mafia wants. He needs to go through tough hardcore thing it is action packed and awesome.
Vote for which movie you think is better. Think carefully.
1st one because the 2nd sounds alot like lock stock and two smoking barrels
Tash | Jan 12, 2010
not sure which one because they are similar to other movies out there, but I guess I would say the 1st one.
p_borino | Jan 12, 2010
Michael Clayton
January 14, 2010
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IMDB rating: 7.80 Plot: Michael Clayton is an in-house “fixer” at one of the largest corporate law firms in New York. A former criminal prosecutor, Clayton takes care of Kenner, Bach & Ledeen’s dirtiest work at the behest of the firm’s co-founder Marty Bach. Though burned out and hardly content with his job as a fixer, his divorce, a failed business venture and mounting debt have left Clayton inextricably tied to the firm. At U/North, meanwhile, the career of litigator Karen Crowder rests on the multi-million dollar settlement of a class action suit that Clayton’s firm is leading to a seemingly successful conclusion. But when Kenner Bach’s brilliant and guilt-ridden attorney Arthur Edens sabotages the U/North case, Clayton faces the biggest challenge of his career and his life. |
Actors: Wilkinson Tom,O’Keefe Michael,Pollack Sydney,Clooney George,Chan Wai,Vazquez Alberto,Brian Koppelman,McCarthy Thomas,O’Hare Denis,Williams Austin,Wood Frank,Drama,Thriller,
If Tom Cable gets fired (And I hope he does) Who should be the Oakland Raiders new head coach?
I’m a die hard Raiders fan and so far it been another disappointing season. We still don’t have an offensive line, we still can’t stop the run, and the team chemistry just keeps getting worse. I think Al Davis has a lot to do with it. He wants things his way and doesn’t care what anyone thinks. Unlike Jed York who does what is best for the team. The 49ers have improved so much. The O line is good, the have one of the best defenses in the league and the team chemistry has improved so much. In a year or two they can be the NFC Version of the New England Patriots (This coming from a Raiders fan.) Personally, I want Al Davis to do what’s best for the team and hire someone that can lead this team. Someone like Bill Cowher, Marty Schottenheimer, or Herm Edwards. an maybe hire Jim Zorn or Texas Tech former head coach Mike Leach as offensive coordinator or maybe even Charlie Weiss, who already has NFL Expierence as the former Offensive coordinator for the Patriots. Someone to help JaMarcus Russell reach his full potential. it’s unfair that some people are already labeling him as a bust, when he has nobody to throw to. Also, he doesn’t have an offensive line to protect him. It took Steve Young around 7 – 8 years to reach his potential and look at him now. Hall Fame Quarterback and 3 time Super Bowl champion, 2 time NFL MVP, and multi time pro bowler. I’m mean yeah he had probably the greatest quarterback ever to play the game of football, joe montanta to show him the ropes, but still it takes time for a quarterback to develop. Look how many year it took guys like Aaron Rodgers, Jake Delhomme, Carson Palmer,and even Alex Smith to play solidly. People say "Well, it didn’t take guys like Joe Flacco, Tom Brady, Matt Ryan, Eli Manning, Ben Roethlisberger, and Jay Cutler that long to develop when they were rookies. That’s different. Joe Flacco was already on a good team with a good offensive line. Flacco had guys like Adam Terry and Willie Anderson to protect him, he also had derrick mason and mark clayton to throw to. Tom Brady had mike compton and damien woody to protect him and also Troy Brown, Terry Glenn, and David Patten to throw to. Matt Ryan had guys like Wayne Gandy to protect him and he also had Michael Jenkins and Roddy White to throw to. Peyton Manning had Tarik Glenn to protect him and Marvin Harrisson to throw to. Carson Palmer had Chad Johnson and T.J. Houshmanzadeh and also he had william anderson to protect him. those quarterbacks had good players around them, JaMarcus Russell doesn’t. He only has Good running backs like Fargas, McFadden, and Michael Bush around him. Although , Johnny Lee Higgins isn’t that bad, and Zach Miller is probably his only reliable target that he has. Louis Murphy isn’t that bad also, DHB I don’t know about him yet, still to early. I think that the only way for the raiders to be a great team again is for Al Davis to leave the team, but that won’t happen in years. It’s most likely that Tom Cable will be fired because of all the distractions he’s cause this season (Choking and threatening his asst coach.,,etc….). If the raiders do indeed fire Tom Cable, who do you think should be the coach for the raiders? I think it should either be Cowher, Schottenheimer, or Herm Edwards.
Lovie Smith
| Jan 05, 2010
Hulk Hogan
MIKE H | Jan 05, 2010
Holy crap I did not read all of that.
but if Cable gets fired the Raiders will hire Mike Leach
Bleed Burnt Orange | Jan 05, 2010
If the Bucs don’t get Cowher than the Raiders will.
Then is an immpressive amount of writing …. i read it was interesting
EVERTONFL163 | Jan 05, 2010
i would love to see mike leach get a shot there, that would be very interesting although he would probably fail miserably. but they have to get rid of russell for sure, some guys take a long time to develop, but as a general rule all of the current upper tier qbs in the nfl had decent years in their FIRST year as a starter (at least a 70 qb rating), and the busts tend to start and fail as rookies (joey harrington, david carr, russell, alex smith-4 years later he’s playing mediocre, bad investment as a number one pick at least).
i like bad music *MB Family* | Jan 05, 2010
Art Shell
Robert T | Jan 05, 2010
Some day Al Davis will just make himself the coach. Then when he sucks he will fire himself and refuse to pay off the contract as is his normal procedure. Sadly he will probably never realize that he just hired, fired, and stiffed himself.
emiller1998 | Jan 05, 2010
Well I’m a die-hard Raiders fan as well and I want Cable to stay. He’s the only coach ever in our 6 year suckyness to get our team to play hard down the stretch. Everyone on the team loves the guy and even Nnamdi Asomugha has said he would be mad if Cable got fired. Face it Russell sucks. Look at Frye and Gradkowski. They can play great without "good players". Russell rather be at Vegas than at his last team meeting of the season.
TT | Jan 05, 2010
cowher most likely
Hunter D | Jan 05, 2010
It would be extremely stupid to fire Cable and i’ll list the reasons why:
1.He would not hire any of the coaches you listed except maybe,MAYBE Leach.Cowher knows better and will stay away and Edwards coached the Chief(get real).
2.Cable is making them better no doubt.The reason why he didn’t bench Russell in the first few weeks is because he knows Davis wouldn’t have approved.
3,If you actually think Russell is going to get any better soon and his sucking is because of his receivers you have lost your mind and is NOT a true Raider fan in my opinion.Gradkowski and Frye both did great with the same exact receivers.from weeks 10-18 the passing game was ranked 18 without Russell.With Russell it was ranked 31st.
That proves it right there.
StephenG | Jan 05, 2010
Dark Reprieve
January 14, 2010
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IMDB rating: 6.00 Plot: Two people Matt and Kate wake up in a closed down prison. They have no idea how they got there, or why they are there. In the prison they encounter several terrors as they look for an exit. These terrors include a wolf beast that terrorizes Kate, a hideous monster that hunts them both, a “zombie” surgeon who operates on people whilst you’re still alive, the executioner who gives Kate a ride in his electric chair and finally executes her with the guillotine. But Kate just wakes up again in the prison and the nightmare continues. Also in the prison Matt and Kate encounter a strange number that pops up a regular basis, first the number is being printed over and over again on a printer gone crazy, next the number appears painted on a wall in blood. Kate finds a room containing a vacuum tube machine for sending messages between rooms, when she pushes the operation button it comes alive and a cylinder appears. Inside the cylinder are the pictures of five people, Kate has no idea who these five people are. Later in the movie Matt and Kate explore the basement in the search for an exit and discover five pairs of shoes all neatly arranged on a shelf. As Matt and Kate endure these horrors, the beautiful fashion model Raquel Lake is being interrogated by the police about a series of homicides. Raquel is arrogant and diabolical, she also has a very high IQ and proves more than a match for the professional police interrogator. Strangely many of the subjects in the police interview correlate with the events transpiring in the prison. For instance, Raquel is shown a series of pictures of five dead people, and when Raquel is informed by the detective that they are “looking for a cold blooded predator.” Raquel’s response is….”like the wolf?” What is the connection between the two people trapped in the prison and the interrogation of Raquel Lake? |
Actors: Card Liam,Cronk John,Storer Shawn,Wisniewski Ian,Mystery,Sci-Fi,Thriller,
What am I supposed to do?
Okay, so I fell in love with this one girl, but I didn’t think she liked me back. So I kept quiet for a while, but one day in January her cousin tells me that she likes me. I doubted this, because I saw her flirting with a boy at school. But I thought I’d try anyway, but kept my distance for the time being because I got so nervous when I saw her that it was hard to talk to her. Eventually she found out that her cousin told me, and thought that the reason I kept my distance was because I hated her (which I didn’t). But the day I figure out what I’m gonna say, the guy who was flirting with her before asks her out: she says yes. Shocked and shaken, I fell from my fortress. She loved him more than she ever liked me, although we were best friends. Every day she was always next to him, being held in his arms and showered in kisses. And she always seemed to do it whenever I was near. Every Thursday we would all get together for our club, but since they started going out they just found a dark corner during the movies we’d watch and make out. She was acting like she was no longer interested in me, but we still talked over the phone. It was painful to see them fondling each other, especially with her denying my witnessing. It was like she was trying to keep a secret from me. And I grew tired of it. I tore myself up inside, trying to tell myself that she was happy, and I should therefore be happy. But as the days went by we grew apart, and whenever she promised to stay with me on Thursdays she would always go with him. Heartbroken, I told her about how sad and angry I was. She was not happy, and cried. I eventually apologized for my sudden outburst. So I stood one more week before her boyfriend graduated. With this came their breakup. Inside I was still uneasy, because I knew that she was just going to crawl back to him. So the last day of school, a Thursday, she FINALLY hangs out with me. And we have fun at the end-of-the-year party. Over the summer I went to Illinois for vacation. I would call her every night I could and talk to her, hoping to establish more than just ‘friendship’. We got really close, but not close enough I guess. While I was gone, she told me that she met some weird guy on Face Book. We joked around about how he was probably some kinda weird pedophile or something. But eventually, they started to talk more. She gave him her phone number. Instead of the pulse of a phone ring I would more often hear a busy tone. I got excessively jealous. She convinced me that she was just his ‘friend’ and nothing more. But upon visiting her face book, I saw that she had said she’d "Made a new best friend". Well, I was pretty peeved. In fact, it drove me insane. I sent him a message about it, telling him how much it hurt me, but as Karma would have it all I got back was "**** you and deal with it", only in a more polite manner. She didn’t care about the things he said, and I knew that she was just going to end up falling for him in the end. I was very scared and very sad because I didn’t want to lose someone a second time, while not even being together in the first place. Eventually she told me that she liked him, and my heart shattered into a million pieces, where she then proceeded to super glue them to the floor. He eventually asked her out, and she immediately said yes. My life was over. I hated myself so much. And I couldn’t even do anything because I was in Illinois. And he was in Baltimore, and to this very day has not met her in person once. I was planning on asking her out right when I got home, but at this point it was too late. Once again my diffidence had led to depression. He called her more and more, and I called less and less, and eventually led to almost total silence of both of us. I had just received the ‘wonderful’ information that I was ACTUALLY going to move to Illinois. I didn’t want to go, but I got a week’s reprieve to Maryland a week before school started. All I ever heard was how much she loved Ollie and how happy she was and how excited she was, and I guess for that I was happy for her. Sure, I was jealous, but I guess if I failed a second time then I was obviously worthless. But the one thing that really got on my nerves was that she kept talking about how her ex was coming back from the military, and how excited she was to see him, even though she was dating another guy (whom, again, she has never met to this day). She always tells me how excited she is to see him when he comes in December, and I’m just getting sick of it. She’s dating one guy, likes another, and knows that I had feelings for her because she too once had feelings for me. But at this point I don’t really know what to do, because all I hear is her talking about her ex and how he’s coming back, and how her current boyfriend ‘might’ be coming on a certain day. I’m sick of listening to it, but I still love her. What should I do?
Just try and talk to her and tell her how much she means to you. If she doesn’t like you, then shes not worth all that worry, and you should try to move on. Good luck!
rashmica2001 | Nov 29, 2008